limbo

I will not feel inadequate
I will not feel lonely
I will not feel anxious
I will not feel stagnant
I will not feel scared
I will not let FALSE perceptions impair my personal self image, and personal world image.

I will help others grow
I will help Ari grow
I will realize that I can't control my own fate
I will take this knowledge and enjoy life for what it is and not for what i want it to be
i will have a more positive outlook on life
I will write more
I will play more.

I will be more honest
I will be more trust worthy
I will be more curious
I will realize how much i have overcome and use that knowledge to be stronger
I will not blame others
I will realize that i can be happy anywhere in the world, including utah
I will boost others morale
I will enjoy you more because you are my love
I will tell you that you are lovely more because you are lovely..

you are the personification of everything i want in life.

I feel better already