ERIN

Even though you're old
you're growing more bold
and to rise above the crowd
is something to be proud
of. For without our relation
i'd have no inspiration.
and for my final aclimation:
I'm consumed with admiration.

Weak i know...
Happy birthday!!!!
Love you Erin

scraelings and cream

Everytime i'm forced to swallow my own words I have to take a while and ask myself why. This time I think i might actually be getting somewhere.

So i find myself contradicting myself all of the time. I'll say something that i agree with and do the opposite, I'll say something one day and say something that disagree's with that another day. Well this has always really bothered me, as most people would agree that it should. Well i'm boldly stating that I don't think it is bad. I think that contradiction is somehow instilled in all of our brains as a bad thing, but it should be viewed as an aid to growth and understanding. It is our human nature to contradict ourselves and there would be no growth if we couldn't do something and recognize it as being unagreeable later on.

I know im speaking very generally but the bottom line is we're all walking talking contradictions, in our thoughts, and in our actions, and if you deny this then you're lying to yourself. Uncertaintanty in this world forces mistakes, and the only thing constant is inconsistancy so if you think that you're somehow above this you should re-analize the situation. I think that once you realize this you will be able to let off alot of uneeded worry and stress. I'm no saying that uncertainty is comforting but the realization that uncertainty is the only undeniable fact of life has helped me find more joy in life.

-Werd

birds on fire

single celled organisms have it alot easier than we do... If all I had to do was figure out where i was going to get my nutrients I wouldn't have to deal with this anxiety all the time. Foreverwhenever however. Everything is circular, there is no end in sight. Follow the leader and no one will get hurt. Leave me a message, i'll get back to you later. I'm building walls between myself and society, only the few whom know how to plug in will the any output. Don't know if this is selfish or not. Who defines selfishness anyway? Webster, Oxford? Where are you when i need you. I define my own reality.... My reality defines me? Nature or nuture....

All all this means is that i'm going to need one hell of a woman to decipher my thoughts and plug them back into me full of meaning. Where are you?

Science is relative to your view of reality. science, like many atoms, is inert, or maybe i learned it wrong. right? write?.....wrong....


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